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We are about to take off once again for Jolly ole England on a mission. We are getting all our last minute things done and will be headed out bright and early tomorrow morning. I cant really express the feelings I'm feeling right now. Seems to be so bitter sweet. Its hard to understand the feeling unless you have done it, but it is one of the most difficult things I have done and will do again in my life. I am one of the biggest home bodies on the earth and for me it is like pulling both my arms off to leave my home and family. The only thing that makes it possible for me to do this is my testimony of the gospel of Jesus Christ. There is no way I would leave if I didn't know the Lord is watching over us all. He is in charge. This life is but a small moment in time. I know he lives! He was sent to earth to show us the way. He taught his gospel here on earth and then died that we might live again. I know he visited with the spirits in the spirit world and taught them there, I know he also visited the people of the Americas and also taught them His gospel. I know he was resurrected and now lives again with God, and is waiting for His people to learn and grow and hear the gospel. I want to be an instrument in His hands to bring the gospel of Jesus Christ to as many people as I can. There is nothing else in this life as important as this. That is why I do it. That is why I rip my arms off again and head out on yet another mission for the Lord. I love all my kids and family and friends. May His blessings be upon you until we meet again. I love you!!